Only 3 days until I return to work

I return to work on Thursday.

I really don't know what to say about that. I am fairly anxious about leaving my son. I know he will be fine. I just think about working the long hours (compressed 4 day week) and how little I will see him awake. That part makes me sad. Will he know me? Remember me?

Moving on...just can't focus on that today.

I am happy to be getting out of the house. I love our home and have enjoyed the past 8 weeks but I need more adult interaction.

Why do I sound like I am justifying???? I need to stop.

I need to be grateful that we can afford to send Bishop to a good childcare facility.

I am grateful that my company will allow me to work a 4 day week.

I am grateful my mother will be able to keep Bishop all next week so he doesn't have to go to school yet.

I am grateful we will have enough money left after funding my time off to pay off some debt.

I am grateful we have one payment left on Kevin's truck.

I am grateful Bishop is catching up on some sleep today.

I think that is good list of things to be grateful for today.